I just got home from Mark Angelo's talk and it is already close to 11pm. I told my Mother I am sad because I just saw a friend's Facebook message and I saw that I am not part of the group. Yet, Mother is harassing me as usual. For the message, it is about a plan for my school SFU's environment initiative and I am not part of it even though I am one of the Event Coordinator (the other EC invited people to the talk - there are 20 in total). The person I went to see the talk and saw the message is not close to the inviter at all, it's probably because she is one of the main person for the Wildlife Conservation Club, which was MY IDEA. I am feeling being alienated again and this is just my everyday life. I just want to go somewhere and learn new language and make friends that way so everyone is learning to speak the new language and I am also at their same level. It's probably because my English is hard to understand and I am getting alienated. Yet, there are people who would invite everyone to come, I like those, they are more open minded.